Though this pregnancy has been a gift, and I currently have our little miracle boy in my uterus, it hasn't been the easiest pregnancy. I'm not sure what I expected. The people closest - friends and family- have had "easy" pregnancies. In other words, no symptoms besides being tired. That has not been my experience in the slightest.
I have had ALL DAY nausea since week three. It wasn't until last week- week 17- that my nausea started to ease up. Instead of being all day, I'd just get nauseous at night. Yesterday was a fluke because I was sick from sun up to sun down. But I do believe my nausea will now come in spurts, rather than nausea with no relief. Additionally, I've had acid reflux, bloating, terrible migraines, heart palpitations along with the normal tiredness.
As I mentioned before, I'm not sure what I assumed my pregnancy would be like, but it wasn't this. I guess a part of me thought that maybe since I had been through so much already, my pregnancy would be a breath of fresh air. HA! Silly me! God had other plans.
I did have a little scare today when I thought I was on the verge of fainting. I believe I know my precursors now that I have experience in that area. But I had the full-on chills with sweat pouring down my body, shakiness, and a high heart rate. My doctors office is closed today, but I will keep them updated on Monday just in case. I'm feeling much better now, and will continue to monitor my heart rate and hydration.
Other than my symptoms, I am praying this pregnancy starts to move a bit faster. I feel that I've been pregnant all nine months already, when I'm not even half way! (Almost, but not close enough.) I've been told on multiple occasions to try and enjoy my pregnancy, and a part of me feels really guilty because it's been a difficult one. It's hard being sick EVERYDAY and not being able to live my day-to-day life per usual. So unfortunately, I'm not enjoying it. That being said, I wouldn't change it for anything. You all know my story and you know how important this little miracle baby is to us (hence the guilt I feel.) I am praying things will begin to improve, as it's my second trimester (which is apparently the best I'll feel throughout the entire pregnancy.)
On another note, I've had a few people reach out about spoiling our little guy or just wanting to help since they've followed our journey. Of course we have no problem sharing our registry! The only thing I ask is to PLEASE leave me your name so I can thank you properly. We have already received a few items with no names and that kills me! We are so blessed to have such a supportive foundation and so excited to continue sharing our story! <3
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